Hantui Aku...

Matahari pagi dan embun yang dingin hari ini oh indahnya. Ku harus memulai kerinduan lagi hari ini karena. Kangenku memang tak tau malu apalagi kalu sedang di racun madu .Tolong aku
Ku tak tahu Ooohh ku tak mau tau .Tapi memang senyummu selalu hantuiku .Walau ku tak tahu hatimu .Oh please jangan pernah kau berhenti hantui aku.Hari ini oh sejuknya .Engkau masih di sini isi lamunanku. Hari ini oh ria hatiku .Memang tak mau tahu apalagi kalu sedang dimabuk rindu. Tolong aku. Aku mau ketemu lagi kamu. Tapi memang dirimu selalu hantuiku.Walauku tak tahu hatimu.Oh please jangan pernah kau berhenti hantui aku. Tapi memang dirimu selalu hantuiku. Walauku tak tahu hatimu. Oh please jangan pernah kau berhenti. Tapi memang dirimu selalu hantuiku. Walauku tak tahu hatimu. Oh please jangan pernah kau berhenti hantui aku

3 bulan yg sgt berharga..

bulan pertama..

bosannyer..takut... sakit ati.. jiwa kaco.. riso.., memacam telahan dan andaian yg dibuat membuatkan otak sentiasa berfikir dan berfikir..aku rs ni lah time yg aku plg byk berfikir kalu nak compare ms jawab exam dlu.. aku dahla org yang malas berfikir...Tagged ler tmpt aku meluahkan perasaan, mngadu dan berkongsi cerita ttg "3 bulan "tue.. mekasih kwnku krn sudi meluangkan ms untukku.. Tiba ms yg dinanti.. ku tiba di tmpt "itu". Mulanya agak kekok di tmpt baru.. tidak tahu manakah arah tujuan kami, dimanakah tmpt duduk kami, apakah tugas2 yg bakal kami lakukan.. tp betullah org kata masa mengubah segalanya..

bulan kedua...

aku mula berjinak2 ngn kerja ku.. ku pelik juga kenapa org yg begitu bekerja ditmpt yg begini.. kenapa org yang begini bekerja di tmpt itu.. kenapa mereka berkelakuan begitu di tmpt begini, kenapa mereka berkelakuan begini ditmpt begitu.. aku tidak mempyai jwpn bagi pertyaan ku...Hanya Allah jer yg tahu setiap sesuatu yg berlaku..

bulan ketiga..

Aku mhtg ari.. jam demi jam, minit demi minit, saat demi saat.. namun jauh disudut atiku... aku rs syg, rindu, sedih dan terharu.. kenapa begitu.. mgknkah aku sudah mempunyai hubungan dgn tmpt itu, org itu, keadaan itu?.. ku hrp segalanya berjalan dgn lancar walaupn ketiadaan ku dan maafkan ats segala kesalahanku selama 3 bulan ku di situ.. byk yg kupelajari selama ku berada disitu.. Allah Maha Mengetahui.. ada hikmah bagi setiap sesuatu yang berlaku....

a carrot, an egg or cup of cofee...

Pride is concerned with who is right, humility is concerned with what is right

And in the end, its not the years in your life that counts. Its the life in your years.

Don't look down on anyone UNLESS you are helping them up

A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee...

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word.

In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, ' Tell me what you see.''Carrots, eggs, and coffee,' she replied.Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg.Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, 'What does it mean, mother?'

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity: boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened.The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.'Which are you?' she asked her daughter. 'When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength? Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart?Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor.

If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you. When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy.The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of every thing; they just make the most of everything that comes a long their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling.Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

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salam suma.. 1st time tulis dlm blog nie. Nothing to say..